I’ve been in such a long-running good mood.
I just think I should log it, I suppose. I’m happy with each day that passes– it’s really, really great. I guess you don’t feel like griping on an internet journal when you’re as pleasant feeling as I have been, haha. I’m just so happy, and I don’t worry too much about anything. You’d think I might be more ’stressed’ or moody with the advent of a relationship, especially one that currently has a limitation that seems to make a lot of people go mad or give up, but that’s not happening at all, so much the opposite it seems like other people have been going about it all wrong. I really don’t get where the hang-ups and hand-wringing goes on with someone being a distance away, especially these days. It’s so easy to be in contact with a person, modern technology and all, that it hardly seems like a big deal. Imagine all the people throughout history who maintained or formed relationships strictly through sending letters every time they were able, months or so in-between. What could I possibly have to complain about? I guess it would be different if you hadn’t really gotten the chance to form a background of communication… but I don’t know, it doesn’t seem even a tiny bit awkward or hard to me, it is just a matter of patience and waiting, and that is hardly something that can’t be lived with. People, generations, countries, wait eons for so many trivial things, so I can definitely wait to see someone wonderful whenever the chance is given. I hope, and think, he sees it similarly.
Other than that, I’m still just trying to find another crummy job to do some uninspired toiling at. I had an interview a few days ago, at a home goods sort of store–I think I did well, but it will be a few days until I hear back anything at all. If I do get a job soon, I’ll probably have an increased amount of things to complain about.
One place I applied at, some stupid Local Pizza Restaurant, still has their “Now Hiring” sign up, and it’s been up now for about a month, maybe? At least? Wow, since a few days after Christmas, now that I think about it. What sort of glass slipper arrangement do they expect in there, someone to come in with years of experience in their specific restaurant that they just didn’t know about? A long-lost relative, an heir? They’re not going to get much better than what they get within the first month, I’m just assuming, statistically.
Whatever, I can’t wait until my t-a-a-a-x r-e-e-e-t-u-u-u-r-n is deposited. It will be hard, but I think I’m going to try my best to just preserve it. If I get a job soon, it will definitely be easier–so, let’s hope I can work for a few uh, weeks or something, at least, haha.
this was worth downloading
this wasn’t even worth the ten dollars, but i think i would weep openly, mourn like some kind of bloaty-headed irish midwife if i had paid the original price
(seriously”"IRL”" it looks like something an electrician would make for his wife in the 1920s out of his old blazer and scraps of scorched denim and some girl has the nerve to say the sleeves are too long in the reviews, well girl in the reviews JUST LOOK AT MY ARMS they are normal length arms and yet here they are, not fully sleeved ]:0( )
alright am i just going to have to accept this appliqued flower thing for the rest of my life orrrrr
okay then i guess i’ll just work on coming to an understanding about this brave new world